Passion

I am really having a hard time with this. I know the things that I should be doing. For the most part I want to do them. I want to be successful and I want to make people happy. The problem is frankly a combination of laziness and an absolute fear of making a mistake. Whether I acknowledge them or not, they are the things that seem to be standing in my way of making progress. According to outside sources (teachers) that I have talked to, one way of getting over these things is finding something that I'm passionate about. Something besides watching my recorded shows every night. I would say that last times' goal was completed.... for now. But I'll keep it on again.

Goals:     Figure out something that I'm passionate about
               Write again

Not Poetry

So, I'm going to try something. I have this bad habit of having great dreams and then never really following through with them. From now on i'm thinking that if I write about them it will somehow become easier to follow through? It's somewhat terrifying actually. People I know might read this not that it would matter but it's strange to think of someone reading your thoughts without you telling them directly. As for right now I'm just happy to say that I pressed publish.

Goal for next time: Write again.